Depressed

Just came back from the TMC.

Was there for quite some time.

A relative of mine is very sick, had to be admitted back into UH.

Flashbacks of what happened kept haunting my mind.

Parents are still in UH.

I hope what happened to him will give my dad a wake up call.

I really hope so.

Nobody can convince nobody.

Actions speak louder than words.

Let actions do the talking.

I'm grumbling over here again, ignore me people.

Hate grumbling, why am I so annoying?

Must not grumble, snap out of it.

Don't ask me why, because I don't know.

All I know is that,

what I saw today was depressing.

Can't let these affect me.

God, thank you from keeping me from falling.

I need strength from You.

Must focus to achieve my goal.

Must focus.