shock me like an electric eel.

I've been sick for 8 days now, since last Sunday. It's been sorethroat-flu-fever-flu-cough. Mind you, I am having a really bad flu that my mind can't concerntrate on anything else. I tried to go and discuss exam-related stuffs with my friends, but I think I'm a nuisance to them. That's because all the time I'm there, I'm busy dealing with my annoying and torturing nose. FML seriously, I need a new nose, a healthy one. I know I shouldn't have gone out to crowded places and that only will make me sicker, but I can't help it, I'm lacking human interactions. I miss my law mates, and my other friends :(.

Exam is like 2.5 weeks away, and here I am, getting sicker and sicker. I don't know I'm getting sicker or getting well, I'm always getting false hope. Once I wake up in the morning, thinking ya, nose clear phlegm gone, then I went and continue with my routine, boom bad flu and cough all come back to me. Gosh, I need to get well already :(. It's not that I haven't realised this before, but now it's crystal clear to me that, health is really important, more important than anything else. Once I got sick, nothing else seems relevant, all I wanna do is crash and shut down. I can't do anything else, even being myself took some effort, yes I'm that tired and jaded. I can't taste anything, not even savoury food. All that's left on my tongue is the mixture of medications aftertaste. I hate those taste :(. Not even a packet of Hacks could make those taste go away.

Tired of being sick, frustrated of the annoying nose, I want nothing else but to be healthy again, I need my healthy engine back, and oh god I hope you are listening to my prayers, I want colours back to my face too. I've been looking like a ghost for 8 days. Can you hear me? A prayer from a non believer. I just want to get well, nobody deserves to be sick, yes nobody. I'm pathetic I know.

P.S I have a song that cheers me up too when I'm sick.

I'm easily happy, ain't that good :)?

Of KLCC, LOP and good company.

lost the omph to blog. lost the will to live. NOT.

and I'm balding I think, hair loss speed = hair growth speed. Thus, I still have lots of hair but top of my head thinning d, gahhh stress!

am really tired of all these :(. it's holiday now. everyday same routine. sigh. been doing lots of thinking. came to no end. sigh what wrong with me?

Nevermind, anyway had a great day today :). I went for a massage this morning and then gym after that. I won't forget what my instructor said during that 1 hour session.

REMEMBER WHAT YOU ARE HERE FOR! BREAKFAST GONE! SUPPER GONE! PEDAL HARDER AND YOUR LAST NIGHT DINNER ALSO GONE!

wahlao, really lor -.-, everyone pedalled til breathing like dogs like that, but it was worth it! I rushed home after gym to bath and get ready for P to come pick me up.

We were going to watch Rio 3D in KLCC.

Rating : 4.5/5

(The movie was really that good :), go and watch it!)

Oh did I mention I FREAKING SAW Asha Gill in KLCC?! Within distance only, she's even prettier in person! Apparently V knows her, so V walked up to her and chatted with her for a while. I was with V, that was how close we were standing! Asha Gill looked elegant :). After that, we were also planning to try and go for the concert in front Philharmonic. It's a two days concert, actually nothing much, there were Wondergirls and Hoobastanks yesterday though, today just Mizz Nina and Colby O'Donis. So ya, after our movie, we were all starved to the core! Decided to follow E's idea and have dinner in Nando's :). First time eating in Nando's! Excited much. Our food arrived fast EXCEPT for P's. He waited for like about an hour for his Chicken Espetada. We complained to the manager, but he couldn't do much as well because the waiter keyed in later -_-' Really don't know how they train themselves to deal with crowded situation, so freaking messed up! Think am not going back to the Nando's in KLCC anymore.

We had our dinner and paid then we tried to go for the concert. Epic PHAIL anyway. Cannot enter from anywhere. I think they closed up the entrance. So we stood outside and watch the screen for a while. Then P came up with ideas of where to go, either Bintang Walk, Changkat or Look Out Point. We agreed on Look Out Point, so off we went to Look Out Point. The journey wasn't that long surprisingly, just a bit congested. Walked for a bit and settled down in Cloud Nine Restaurant.

P and R shared a grape & mint flavoured shisha. The rest of us just sat there and chit chat. I really had a great time sitting there just not thinking at all, and crapping with my friends. Really needed time off for things like that. That's how I remind myself that how simple things are still able to create happiness. Just chillin around, not doing anything, not thinking anything. If it was the me few years back, I wouldn't make spontaneous decision like that to just go to places like that at night. Hell no, I think I would have been a good girl, abide by the family curfew rules and stayed home. I'm glad I chose to go out tonight :).

OH BTW BTW, P SAYS HI :)

XD

OH OH OH!

Here are some really cacat pictures I took with my lousy phone D:

P staring at Twin Tower 

* I think he didn't know I took this picture*

 

& then we arrived at Look Out Point.

P and E running up XD

tada~ KL Nightview!

So what's there to do in Look Out Point after you have finished enjoying the night view?

Time to settle down somewhere!

P played PvZ on my iPad while shisha-ing -.-

 

E and V's artwork lol.

 

V got to the point of drawing E out on the envelope.

 

LOL, FYI yes, we were all THAT bored.

After Look Out Point, they sent me back :) Enjoyed the ride home, who needs to go to some crowded concert when you have your very own DJ E and DJ P in the car lol? We could have whatever songs we want to hear, I swear P has the longest playlist ever. It's like he has every songs! Once and again, I'm really glad I chose to go for the movie today and also to follow them for Look Out Point after that.

 

From this moment onwards, it's back to reality :),

back to all the stress, quitting is not an option :).

 

Baldie no more.

Hmm, I's gots a flat tyre ze other day, and then all ze three men in my house were not available. I was feeling rather depressed and helpless, why you asked? I was supposed to let Yan and Fern ambush my car so that we can head to SS2 night market to chill :(. Then I just had to get a flat tyre on LDP :(, am always getting a flat tyre on the highway. The last time I got it, I drove all the way to SS15 and had 4 guys from PE1 to help me change the tyre, couldn't change it and had to walk all the way to the workshop to seek a mechanic.

*Sigh* This time, the tyre is brand new :( Then it just gone flat two days later :(. I was feeling so helpless, so I decided to just park under the mango tree in front of Yan's house and off we went to SS2 night market, in Fern's car. Oh well, since can't be helped, might as well go chill first only worry right? XD

Lepak in the night market from 7pm to 9pm. The longest time I ever spent in the night market, but it didn't matter :). This is the last night market session with Yan before she flies off this Sunday, gonna miss her a lot. We went to eat Lok-lok, and all the street snacks. I helped mum to buy the ingredients that she asked and then I decided to try phoning my brother, but to no avail he wasn't available, then I remember that he should be in gym because it was 8pm. Oh well, thank God, Yan's dad was available. Uncle was efficient :D! and Fern drove her car and parked RIGHT IN THE MIDDLE of the road haha! It was so that the headlights could shine straight at my deflated tyre :D. Uncle took about 20-30 minutes to change the flat tyre in the dark, VERY EEFICIENT!

I was so touched and grateful towards the three of them. Really don't know how to thank them, if it weren't for them, I would have been so lost :(. Anyway tyre's changed to the spare ones, and then the next day I drove to Sg. Buloh to change to a brand new one :D. No more bald tyres :)!

Oh ya, after the whole tyre changing thing, my brother called back and I was right, he was in gym. I felt so grown up hehe, because after everything was solved, I got to inform the men in my house that I'm fine and alright :D!

WOoooooooooooooooooooosh, POLKA POLKA!

Feel so bloody grown up HAHAHA. Anyway I think I'm slightly hyper right now, better sign off :). Toodles!

boiling point

Sometimes, I think it's not really sometimes, I think it's MOST of the time, that certain someone annoys me so much. Why the hell do you care to know bout everything? When people wants you to know, they will let you know, you don't have to go around digging gossips. Have some limit please, there's a line to everything, you don't have to go around digging about people's lives when it doesn't even concern you. 

Oh, another one. Is there a requirement somewhere in that person's handbook to be such a insensitive person and a show off? We all know how well you did, and you don't have to put up a mask, we know what you are like underneath, just stop acting all fake in front of me and then back stab me, saying I'm the fake one. Come on, let's face it, at least I show it when I clearly don't fancy you. I don't go all smiley smiley and polish your shoes.

 Where are all your manners? All those habits, we are your friends that's why we never tell you. Clearly you should know not to shake your legs and clear your throat every 2-3 minutes right? Do you have to clear your nose every 5 minutes as well? In the middle of the lecture seriously?!

I'm not kidding when I say that I learnt to be more patient and have higher tolerance now. Seriously? calling me fake when you are the fake ones?! That totally set off the button already, I won't listen to your nonsense anymore. One day I hope you stop wondering why people who used to care bout you no longer care bout you, that's because you made them this way.

 

kthxbai.

ma studeh song :)

Higher by Taio Cruz featuring Kylie Minogue

Now I know how to get down on the floor
Experience the moves you can't ignore
But something 'bout this beat that's got me hooked
Come over here and take a closer look

'Cause I can't get enough, I can't get enough
I can't stay on the ground
Whoa, I can't get enough, I can't get enough
This is taking me now

It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground
It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground

I do this just for kicks, just for the thrill
I got this high without taking a pill
This move has got me way over the sun
I'm dancing like I am the only one

'Cause I can't get enough, I can't get enough
I can't stay on the ground
Whoa, I can't get enough, I can't get enough
This is taking me now

It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground
It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground

The music's got me going higher
I feel like I can touch the sky

It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground
It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground

It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground
It's taking me higher, higher
Higher off the ground

I'm currently hooked onto this song, it's my study song :D it's playing in my head all day taking turns with I'm coming home by Diddy feat. Dirty Money :S.

Anyway, haven't been actively blogging, been busy catching up with studies, getting fit and destressing, that's cause the stress keep piling up :(

As soon as I'm up for it again, *the it refers to proper post*, will then do a proper post :). Adios for now :)

something to think about

This stress is unbearable, too overwhelming.

I have too many things on my mind, too many things can't be said, feel like I need more time to be doing more things. Need to study harder and achieve my goal.

Recently I been keeping myself very busy for god-knows-why, I think the purpose of me doing that is to destress and to lighten my mood up, because I'm not one to give up and quit, I've come this far, won't gonna let all these pessimism and negativity to take over me and bring me down.

I want to soar higher and surpass my own limit, I really want to. Therefore, I shall stop being just all talk, time to act. Pain is a sign to wake up :)

To all you out there who put up with my swinging mood and all my friends who are just there when I need them the most, thank you.

 

The memories I wish I never had.

Taiwan, the six days there and what happened after, are the memories I wish I never had.

I really shouldn't grumble too much, and now I also got to know why some people die young, because they die out of disappointment, too disappointed, I think death will find me that way too.

You know why there are old folks. I don't mean to be offensive, and I'm not speaking in general, just a specific someone, but seriously sometimes they can be so narrow-minded. I'm really broken-hearted and feeling extremely sad. I'm still standing my ground and holding up, I totally lost my respect for this particular someone after this trip. It's ok to mess with me and think ill of me when all I did was care for her, but messing with my parents and stabbing them again and again, that's unacceptable, I'm feeling very disappointed in her, no matter how much I pat my heart to try and ease the pain, I still feel as if she is plunging a knife into my major points, can't take those abusive words thrown at my parents. I know she cannot see the look of hurt in both their eyes, but I can see it.

I'm just the kind of people, who just can't care less of what people think of me, life's too short to be worrying too much. However, I really cannot take it when I see everything so clearly from the side, the look of hurt my parents displayed again and again when they got stabbed by those words and actions. The moment those vulgars came out of her mouth, that's it for me, I drew my line, I lost my respect. There's nothing left.

We are both straightforward people, and we were two happy go lucky people. We were happy.

 

Don't judge me and don't say I'm wrong. At this point of the time, I have had enough of judgmental people in my life and judging done on me.

My life as a law student

1. Wake up, shower, eat, catch a breath.

2. Study, with the company of caffeine.

3. The most important food for survival during odd hours -> chips! *VERY IMPORTANT*

4. Stress? Ignore or go to bed.

5. De-stress? Flood Twitter/Facebook as I have no one to turn to.

6. Develop muscles from carrying all that heavy textbooks.

7. However, at the same time grow sideways from all the chips intake.

8. My iPad is my carry-on everywhere I go, it contains all my Law materials, and if it dies (like what happened today), I'm a total dumb dumbo.

Bless me, I'm such a healthy person I know.

toodles <3

ill much

I just got back from Jayren's birthday dinner at Wong Kok, all the bloggers over there so semangat-ed to blog and take pics and stuffs, makes me suddenly feel like it's been a tad too long since I blog here. so yea, haven't really have the mood for anything, this week have been the worst week of all. things have been really hectic with uni, and I've been really busy with school stuff. worst of all, I've been sick all week :( all my money were spent on medicine. didn't really sleep well too, sigh.

I really hope things will get better though, today I have nose bleed marathon, about 5-6 times, really paise and embarassing.

oh ya, I got a Criminal Law question for my mooting next January, suckish much eh. I really hope mooting would be fun :D Next week will be the final week of term 1, also the busiest, there will be three session of tutorials, one assignment due, one presentation, and one more time of UNICEF campaigning for child abuse, I really need to buck up and hold on even though I'm a sick cat now :(

Blood sucker much, I'm bout RM100 poorer now and still sick :(

batch one

and my current batch

am still not well, FML much, but thank God I'm still alive and kicking.

Will go study and watch some movie or whatever now.

I will not go down!

P.S oh, how much i would do for a little bit of chips and tequila sunrise now. miss those times.

despite it all.

It's only when you're tested that you truly discover who you are and who you can be. The person that you want to be does exist, somewhere on the other side of hard work, faith, belief and beyond the heartache and fear of what life is going to throw at you.

oh well, despite it all, I'm still alive and kicking, what's not to be happy about :)?

A hug cures everything.

My 19th birthday, eternalized :)

Hello peeps, the blogging mojo is back in action :) Wow, this must have been the longest time that I've abandoned my blog :S You know what, that's the effect of law school, yay blame it on law school xD. Nah, actually this week there weren't much classes as classes clash with many events so many classes were postponed.

I didn't blog for so long was undeniably mainly caused by law school and also I've not been in the blogging mood. Many sad and unfortunate things had happened to me in the past week. However, all is well now because friends and family are there for me :) You have no idea how life can be sometimes. I don't think anyone have any idea :P

Oh ya, one thing I found out is that hug cures everything, not just smiles. I've been hugging peeps more often now after the 'Hug an Indian' day, boy.. you have no idea how much I love hugging a specific someone ;).

A hug is a form of welcome and care. You spread your arms and you welcome people into your embrace :) I've been feeling rather exhausted and lack of energy recently, so what did I do to keep me going throughout the day? Basically, it's the primary fuel of mine, COFFEE and hugs from my friends :)

Have also been feeling unwell recently due to my low blood pressure and sugar level I guess. What's more? It's the time of the month again today. Everything seemed so blue, the cramps were horrible and I can barely feel my feet. *Sigh* so sad I couldn't joined any activities during the five hours break :(. Anyway, went home and rested then was recharged for Contract Lecture :) Hugs also enhanced my energy whee! I think it's a form of energy sapper for me to sap from my friends :P

Anyway, today a senior came and told us bout the Community Service of law school. Jack and I was really interested in being a part of the committee. So guess what? Both of us were selected :) So happy and relieved! I'm really looking forward to the Legal Aid Clinic that is going to happen soon, and also the UNICEF thing that Aida mentioned today. I hope there will be more community work in the future, and OF COURSE a secret fantasy of mine, blood drive :)) I love donating blood!

Oh ya, gotta mention this as well, my birthday celebration was eternalized by the class :) due to the fact that Wei Ling is quitting law school for architecture. So ya, she's gonna be staring at my 19th birthday in her room everyday :P

See how full is her card :)

Toodles peeps, I'm hoping to increase the frequency of my blog updates :)

Good luck to all my computing friends who will be facing finals in the coming week, you guys can do it :) Study smart and hug more when you need it!

First Mentor Meeting Session

Law school makes me do crazy stuff.

Excuses haha, I was already cuckoo before law school.

Heyyo people :), so basically these few days law school has been really fun and stressful at the same time. Lots of things are going on now, lectures, tutorials, online assignments, interviews, talks and then there's the bake sales for tomorrow :)!

The bake sales is gonna be handled by all of us from the Oct 2010 Cohort students :), our theme is basically just 'Food for charity'. Supposingly I was gonna bake muffins for tomorrow, but then Najwa said that we have lots of food already, however we are short of waiters/waitresses, therefore I'll be a waitress tomorrow.

The bake sale will be from 8am to 2pm in front the Student Life Centre, on the foyer. Oh wells, basically that's where all the sales and bazaar thingy were held all these while.

Oh well, you must be tired of me yapping and yapping about the charity sales tomorrow, I shall get back to my first mentor session with Mr. A. Mr. A is Jack, Ling Ying and my mentor. Actually he's our personal tutor, but I prefer to say it as mentor, because I like to say MENTORRRRR. So, basically we went to meet him after Criminal lecture today.

From what I heard about others personal tutor meeting session, theirs lasted for about 5-10 minutes only. Guess what? Mine was about 45-50 minutes long :). Basically, Mr. A is just a bit older than us, and I shall say, he's a very friendly lecturer. Since the age gap is not that wide, we could really talk to him, and then knowing Jack, he really can talk a lot. Therefore, we met Mr. A for about 50 minutes.

We were just there sharing and chatting, nothing serious actually. Anyway, there was another group of staff in the room next to ours and it was getting really annoying already. So, around 2.50pm, Mr. A dismissed us and we left. We went back to class to look for Amanda but found Rachel and Grace instead.

Oh well, my first mentor meeting session was nothing like was I dreaded. Boring, awkward and quiet! None of the three that I mentioned! Now, I really have to start thinking about what I want to do after law school. As you can see, life is no fairytale, parents don't cave our pathway for us, we do. We decide our own lives, it's either we make it through, or we break it.

It's so expensive to study in Taylor's, why waste the money if can't do well? Might as well take the money and do business right? So, now that I have stepped into this, that means I will have to do my best and graduate from law school. Really don't want to taint my record or history just like what Mr. A said.

Cheers peeps, if you happen to be at Taylor's Lakeside Campus tomorrow, do drop by the foyer around 8am to 2pm aight?

Happy Birthday again Jonathan!

xx

who's who?

Don't walk in front of me, I may not follow; Don't walk behind me, I may not lead; Walk beside me, and just be my friend.

Camus, Albert

I can.

I am only one, but still I am one. I cannot do everything, but still I can do something; And because I cannot do everything I will not refuse to do the something that I can do.

Keller, Helen

Orientation week insight

During the orientation week, I found out that my class comprises of many awesome debaters, people who stood out all their high school and college lives. It's ok, I won't be beaten down just because I wasn't as bright as they were. Everyone shines differently, I know that someday I'll find the light that belongs to me.

Also, my lecturers were all very intimidating, it's good in a way, you know how Malaysian students has been trained to be passive and I can safely say that, we have been spoonfed all our primary and secondary schools lives. Let me assure you, there's no such thing anymore in university, at least not in Taylor's Law School/University of Reading. Basically, it's all about working in a team/group and also all the hardwork one is willing to put in.

It's a program which trains all of us law students to be vocal, competitive, all-rounded and most importantly, to be able to survive in the future. There are many law graduates nowadays, and everyone is just about the same, what makes them different is their ability to shine in their own ways, and I believe that's what the employer sees in a potential candidate.

Nowadays, it's not all about attending classes, doing assignments and cramming for exams anymore, no more the life of a geek. We are also required to be active in clubs and societies ( Law Society, Mooting, Lexicon Newsletter & Community Service in my case). Well, like what Mr. Gerald from the LASC team said, it's better to be involved in one club and contribute as best as we can, rather than be what majority did in high school, that is to join everything and be active in nothing.

I'm not so sure about which to join though, I myself love to write, and I used to be in Leo Club, those were the days where we would go around visiting Orphanage/Old Folks Home. Sorry, it was a sudden pang of nostalgia that stroke me. Now, I really miss high school :(. Miss those days I used to spend with my friends who are now basically scattered all over the world BUT Malaysia :(.

Today marks the end of the Orientation week, basically everything were already explained by the lecturers, my classmates were all holding books already (including me of course), but I didn't get the one that's most recommended though. It's ok because everything about law is still very new to me, I'll just start reading and get used to the idea of it :). After all, I'm just 'a piece of white paper', it's easier to write on a white paper :X

I'm getting to know everyone in the course, and some seniors greeted us today. I also found out a lot about other seniors who totally shone during their years with Taylor's. Like what one of them said, you can be a queen of anything, and you can also be a conqueror. Just by hearing about what she said, I'm determined to conquer my fear in university. After all, university does not encourage passiveness, it's all about opening up, taking on challenges and overcome yourself.

Hmm, I think it's enough for now, I better get back to reading the interesting case report I was reading, I'm taking a lot of time in reading it, because everything is just so new and so formal. I'm a slow reader :X

Watch other people make mistake and learn from it, or you could make the unwise decision yourself and outgrow it, so that you won't make the same mistake anymore. :) - Mr. Gerald

Welcome failures into our lives. It's how we grow. What matters is not that you failed, but that you recovered. :) - MIT

What does not destroy me or make me lose my belief, will only make me stronger and tougher. :) - Me

Of Solaris & 1 Utama

Today was fun, from now on I'm giving my Saturday to her :)

It was just two girls hanging out and spending time together.

Breakfast - Little Collins Bakery & Florist @Solaris Mont Kiara

Lunch - Popcorn in the cinema (LOL!)

Movie : Dinner For Schmucks

Tea - Otak-Otak Place @One Utama

Boy, it was drizzling all the way on Penchala Link

In Little Collins

Arrays of cakes over there at the counter

Yan's Ice Milo

My Kopi O

and also, my Eclair :)

I didn't know Eclair's filling is cream, though I struggled to finish it coz I hate cream.

but hey! I did finish it :)

We walked for a bit and realised there were nothing much to see, we left for One Utama.

Watched Dinner For Schmucks and had tea at Otak-Otak Place.

Quite a cute place I should say.

These bottles, authentic :)

Yan's Nasi Lemak Otak-Otak

Teh Halia Ginseng w/ CRACKER!

The Nasi Lemak is nice!

So Cute :)

Just something extra.

I find them quite creepy.

teehee.

Then we went job hunting.

That made me realise, a lot of the shops are hiring O.O

Going Back!

toodles.

Retail Therapy

I was like this before today.

woohoo, retail therapy is like the best cure for everything.

I'm a much much more complete person now.

I feel light, wheee... *ALL SMILES*

BEST!

My iPad Encounter

Newspaper > iPad (sometimes xD)

First off, it's not that I abandoned my blog or something, and it's not that I don't have time to do a proper post, it's just that nothing great has happened lately. I've been staying home a lot :P. Why do I stay home you ask? Well, I've been banned from shopping. That's because I spent quite a bit during my Singapore trips. So, what's the point of going to the malls if can see but cannot buy leh :P? Well, prolly you'd say 'Go watch movie lahhh!' Basically, I've watched all the movies in the theatre now, due to raya, they didn't renew the movies. I'm currently waiting for 23rd, so that they would release new movies and I'm going to the movies again with cousie wooots! Excited Excited!

Then, a little crisis happened yesterday! My iPad came, after waiting for a week. It was still the wrong version. I wanted the 16GB of 3G+Wifi version, however Uncle B bought the 32Gb Wifi only version for me. The message was conveyed wrongly.

Apparently it went like this :

I told daddy I wanted 16GB 3G+Wifi, daddy phoned Uncle B who was in USA, and told him the same. Both of them were Mr. Computer-knows-nothing. So, to make things clearer, daddy called Uncle A who was in Singapore and cleared things up with him. Then, Uncle A made another phone call to Uncle B of USA while he was in a remote area somewhere in Indonesia. Somehow somewhat, messages were conveyed wrongly xD. Although the crisis is over, I find this long distance miscommunication quite funny xD. I'm bad I know.

To make matters better, after Uncle B found out that he bought the wrong version, he quickly retrieve the 32GB and put it back in his backpack. Then, he made a phone call to Singapore (if I'm not wrong) to order the correct one for me. Therefore, in conclusion, I think I can get the right iPad by next week :), before the commencement of university :D. I felt bad for making Uncle B to go through all that hassles to buy me the iPad, but he was quick to act. By the time when I wanted to tell him that it's alright, I'll just take the 32GB ones, I already can't. That's cause he will need to cancel his new order, that will be much much hassle, and there will be nothing else I can do but to dig a hole and climb in, then hide there forever. I could actually just take the 32GB ones, cracked it, and then let it free ride on my iPhone 3G though.

Enough bout Uncle A and Uncle B. I'm getting my iPad soon, patient :D Anyhow, this is just a short update on my recent happenings, nothing much has happened actually. I still visit nice restaurants and watch good movies, but to blog on those, I've temporarily lost the mojo :(

Bear with my lack of blogging mojo-ness :), it will be back soon. I'm praying that iPad will spark the interest again x).

IELTS Speaking Test

I had my IELTS speaking test today.

It was at 10.10-10.30.

Half an hour earlier than my scheduled time.

Thank God I left my house earlier.

So, there it goes my IELTS experience.

I was assigned to Room 1 to a kind-looking old Chinese lady.

There were 3 parts to my test.

Part 1 was ok, because I believe that it's the same for all the candidates.

Part 2 was asking about someone who did something I admired.

For the first time in my life, 1 minute seemed so VERY long.

I paused a lot, but thank God I did not stammer.

The examiner tried helping me by pointing to the points so that I would elaborate further.

However, what can I say? I think it's pretty clear that when the heart is racing and the mind is blank, nothing can help make it better, so I paused and wondered and crapped.

and THANK GOD 1 MINUTE WAS OVER.

and then off it went to part 3.

Part 3 was about academic qualifications vs. experience.

This was a fairly good topic.

Anyway I think I screwed my part 2.

I shall go sulk while watching Big Bang Theory, kthxbai.

My Version of Ten Signs of Getting Older

Ok people! Before I start this post, by getting older, I don't just mean physically, I mean mentally too.

So why am I composing a post like that?

There are actually three reasons.

1. I feel like I haven't been writing a proper post in a while.

2. I'm getting old.

3. I just finished watching all five seasons of HIMYM.

This entry, is not just another regular copy-paste post what you would normally find when you Google around.

This is a post, comes truly from the bottom of my heart.

Tonight, is the night of Merdeka eve. Unfortunately, I'm here composing this post with baby Mac.

Old much? Ya, staying in seems very appealing to me right now.

SIGNS

One

You look forward to a dull evening.

Two

You consider coffee one of the most important things in life.

Three

You make an appoinment to see the dentist.

Four

You cancel outings often.

Five

You'd rather spend time with family members rather than going on impromptu outings with friends.

Six

You don't find joy in extreme sports.

Seven

You can't remember the last time you did something spontaneous.

Eight

You go to public events less.

Nine

Your parents keep trying to get you out of the house INSTEAD of keeping you in the house.

Ten

You feel like time flies but you are serously, just tired of stuffs.

Just another joke *totally non related*

BTW.

One last thing to ponder on..

*Ponders*

I wonder what happened too.

P.S Happy 53rd Independence Day to Malaysia :)

*young at heart young at heart*